Tuesday, May 31, 2005


This is the first time in history I got headache at work. What could be the reason??

Try me the only person coordinating the whole thing. Or try the vendor is not being helpful at the moment. Or you can try it involves a lot of communicating between a lot of departments. It's not like you're developing a system/application for certain department where you only deal with 1 party. Give me some personnel to buli lah. I only have two hands and can only be at a place at one time.

I'm surprised I got headache. It's a slight pain on the spot between the eyes.

Friday, May 27, 2005



I know I'm the one who's been coordinating the GIS project over here with my boss is the project manager. Suddenly this morning I am the project manager??? Just great. Let me get my sleeping pill.

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Andrea Casiraghi of Monaco






No shit.

For someone who speaks French.... oOOoooohhh.. He inherits good DNA who can blame him. Who is he you ask? Come on people, reigning prince hailing from Monaco, second to throne after his mother Princess Caroline. Only few princes look this good.

And his younger brother and sister - Pierre and Charlotte.



Friday, May 20, 2005


It's again that time of the month. I used to hate it because of the ridiculous mood changes unbeknownst even to myself. Now that I've grown out of it, the bete noire is still there although it has hugely decreased to that level where I can chuckle at it now when something irritates me for no reason.

For some people PMS continues until the end of the mensus. Me, only the first few days with the first being the most difficult. I groan during these days.

With time, it has become the most awaited period every month! It's when I can act like a true venusian. It is then when I can yell and scream and be grumpy (read between the lines: bitch... ahahaha... almost, since I'm nice) and spoil myself without guilt. It is then when I'm tender the most, more sensitive to my surroundings. It's then when I can be selfish, mostly tending only to myself. It's then I blush most of the time. It's then I feel delicate, almost vulnerable. It's then when I appreciate the comfort of my bed the most, massaging my backbone continuously at night. It's then when I bloom.

It is special to me since it's a woman-only thing. The package comes with pain and all but there's something about it that other people would never get. Something about waking up in the morning, getting dressed, driving to work, interacting with people, going back home, getting ready for bed. It's the same thing everyday but only during this time it feels a little different. It is such a sensuous experience.

Thursday, May 19, 2005

Quotes from Harry Potter books

I'm a big fan. When everything is tuned to Star Wars these days, I'm still clutching my HP books. Star Wars comes second.

I'm quoting from my favourite characters.

Sirius Black

"If you want to know what a man's like, take a good look at how he treats his inferiors, not his equals."
"I'll look for him later, I expect I'll find him upstairs crying his eyes out over my mother's old bloomers or something...Of course, he might have crawled up into the airing cupboard and died...But I mustn't get my hopes up..."

Fred & George Weasley

"Hey, look - Harry's got a Weasley sweater, too!" Fred and George were wearing blue sweaters, one with a large yellow 'F' on it, the other a 'G'.
"Harry's is better than ours, though," said Fred, holding up Harry's sweater. "She obviously makes more of an effort if you're not family."
"Why aren't you wearing yours, Ron?" George demanded. "Come on, get it on, they're lovely and warm."
"I hate maroon," Ron moaned halfheartedly as he pulled it over his head.
"You haven't got a letter on yours," George observed. "I suppose she thinks you don't forget your name. But we're not stupid - we know we're called Gred and Forge."

Hermione Granger

"Just because you've got the emotional range of a teaspoon doesn't mean we all have."

Severus Snape
"I can teach you how to bottle fame, brew glory, even stopper death - if you aren't as big a bunch of dunderheads as I usually have to teach."

People who haven't read the books wouldn't probably know how and where the quotes come from. So don't get all wrinkled if you don't get it.

I love the books a whole lot more than the movies! They're are exiciting, adventurous and most important of all, witty & fun.

Tuesday, May 17, 2005


Erk smalam MC wehh... Demam yang tidak disangka-sangka. Anyhting about demam these days make me shiver with fear... eheh... nahhh.. just being concerned of my health that's all. Post-OT, I should be watching my body temperature. The doctors said while waiting the blood clot to resolve, I have to make sure it's not infected or else there would be very very bad consequences. Sign to lookout for: fever. So imagine how miserable I was during the weekend. But then I had a very serious sore throat going on as well so it calmed me down a little bit. Sore throat always gives me heat in return. 2 tablets of Panadol work magics. But on Sunday I took them twice but the fever wasn't going anywhere near down. Couldn't help it but I was panic stricken for a while there. No way I could tolerate anymore since the project I'm coordinating is near it's end and in its peak at the same time. I was worried.

Today grumble no more. Kak Izan is back from her maternity leave (big YAY!!!) so I have backups now. Fever is gone but I'm determined to complete course for antibiotics (I'm still worried about the blood clot). Next month kena bayar road tax... Alahai kokak! Beli pc kena pospon.

Saturday, May 14, 2005


Received another kad jemputan kawen! This time it's Hawani's. I thought she's flown to US already for her master's degree. My childhood joker friend is getting married. Oh how I miss those times...

I told mak since she knows Hawani well. Later that night she was asking whether or not I'd like to get married, since every one of my friend is either engaged or married. Aper la mak nih! Duit tadak, wait till I have everyhing I want before settling down ler. She brought up the issue because one of her friend has enquired her about me for her son! (err... NOOOOOO!!) Since she thought I was still seeing my ex, she said I was already taken... wahahahahhh... lega.. I've already told her when anyone asks, just tell the same thing so they won't bother me. I'm too young to die. It's difficult to live with the past, haven't really managed it yet. I try to keep myself busy at all times. I probably go and earn my master's, which I put lots of thought on it before but didn't act on it because I put the ex so much into consideration.

The living room at home is almost a pleasant place to walk to these days. The fragrance of the lilies... rasa cam tropika la plakkk... mak loves it! Which I'm really proud of.

Ok I'm hungry. Lunch time. I'm going home.

Thursday, May 12, 2005


Received wedding invitations yesterday, 2 of them. Former uni roommate is getting married. My good and trusted friend!! Alahaiiii I assure you the groom is lucky to have her as his bride. Even my mother berkenan but then she doesn't have any son of her age... kih kih.... Not that age matters though. What surprises me is she's tying the knot with someone from Klang! She's Kelantanese and I heard she said over and over she wanted to get married with someone from there as well. Hmmm... I think she met him in campus. So tak dapek la nak gi Kelantan, have to do with Klang instead. 5 Jun 2005 I'm booked so no call-call one please.

My former high school classmate's is on the 11th Jun @ Hotel Singgahsana PJ, 8pm. Err... rasa macam ader member Tipah keje situ jer. Ehem! I've RSVP for 2 seats when I have no idea who should I allow to tag along. Takut gi sensorang nyer pasal. Tipah, free ke haaa 11hb nih?? Mehla ikut. Ke ader appoinmen lain?? Ehem ehem. Kalau tak pegi rasa tak betul pulak since she visited me at Pantai previously, terharu lah...huhu.... The groom is some kerabat raja, probably there will be lots and lots of bling bling going on that night, something I haven't been able to accustomed myself to.

Couples of engineers and doctors are getting married. Part nak beli hadiah ni yang leceh. Slalu kasik voucher jer...

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Late Mother's Day

Smalam kasik mak flower arrangement sempena mother's day. Bila sampai umah tengok mak aiiiii besau gile...kih kih.. tappela... mak nyer pasal. Tak penah nampak arrangement besa gitu... pink lilies and daisies. Bila sampai jer mak tipon, cakap tenkiu (tenkiu blooming.com!!!). Alah mak nie, aper la sangat bunga tu nak dibandingkan ngan pengorbanan mak selama nih.

Actually I was sending her 20 stalks of tulips in a glass vase. Only after payment the store called up and said the tulips were not in good condition, and I shouldn't paid for the delivery also! Benci sungguh! They should've said so in their website and update it often. I was thinking of arguing (refund, integrity of the website, spanking over the phone, yell etc) but then I thought if I had the choice earlier to pay murah or mahal, I would've chosen murah. Maybe it was meant to be, pay mahal for my mother. What's more, I got to custom made the arragement. I never really done anything nice for her lately so why not. It's my mother after all, I'm happy to pay anything for her. Seriously nothing can compare to what she has done for us for the last 3 years.

Went home late last night and saw most of the flowers haven't fully bloomed yet. This morning to my surprise they have!!! Wahahahah.... aku plak yang sronot bukannyer bunga aku pon. Anyway I don't know much about flowers. Last time when I was studying I made sure to have a stalk of carnation in the bathroom everytime. Probably a girl thing, flowers. It excites me watching them bloom in front of my eyes. Of all flowers, I like roses the least. Too norm, cepat mati, fake fragrance. Heh!

Tuesday, May 10, 2005


A collegue, Shah has just come back from Mt. Kinabalu expedition. He was gone for a week with his wife for their honeymoon on top of the world I guess. He's brought back something for each of us. Mini rocks the way I put it. The one I got has an unpolished crystal like stone, a greenish grey rock and one more looks like a glittered green sponge, only it's hard. And they put them on a tiny piece of wood. Nice!

Monday, May 9, 2005


Tetiba terjumpa ni Walla!Mail - 1 gig gak dia nyer storage... I think what Google does has more style to it. By invitation only. Walaupon senang jer skang ni nak Gmail account, still... kena dapatkan gak link invitation tuh somewhere... harapnyer Google teruskan jer cara nie, baru la nampak lain sket dari email account yang lain.

I don't know about this Windows File of The Day. Keeping it here so I can get back to it other day to see ape bendenyer. Also this Lockergnome. And this Software995. Probably nothing.

Smalam tak dapek nak gi cycling! Tensen. Last minute baru tau kena anta adik gi hostel la pulak... isk!

Friday, May 6, 2005


The other day I arrived at my workplace without realizing I was wearing my tudung terbalik! Aiyaaa... that was the second time in my life. Once was when I went to PD with my former schoolmates, right after the tsunami news. Yea we were brave and stupid but fortunately nothing happened and we had a very good time.

Back to the tudung, nasib baik tudung is a piece of cloth that is not really obvious which side is which. So even after I know it's terbalik I carried on pretending it was okay. Alah lantakla selagi orang tak perasan nobody would notice. Stay cool bebeh! heheheh... Then just before lunch break I went to restroom to betulkan lah. What lady would I be if I continue to have it terbalik on me?? I was amused by it but then after some time having fun then I have to act classy like nothing happened lah and change it back.

I got dressed in my room with dimmed lights coming from my study lamp in the morning. Enough for me to see but not clearly enough apparently. I was in a rush so things happen. I don't like terang-benderang it hurts my eyes. Early mornings isn't exactly my time for total alert.

Orang dulu2 bangun pagi buat kuih. No wonder now they're successful in life. hey've gone through life the hard way. Orang sekarang ni bila lahir sume dah ader so sumer jadik malas. Bangun pagi pon liat... isk! Agaknyer kalau bukan sebab keje memang tak bangun kot. Time to ponder. Kat skolah dulu slalu sebut muhasabah diri.

OOoohh.. insaf insaf! tsk!

Thursday, May 5, 2005


The other day I sold LUPE stocks for over 130K... wahahahahah!!! I was so happy lah because I've never had a sale over 130 before... errr.. this is not real money ya - Neopets - check it out. I'm not so keen on taking care of my pet, I always chuck him in the cheap Coakcroach Hotel for 5NP a night! As long as he's well fed then I'm happy. I'm so much more interested in making money. I tried setting up my shop but then it took so much time to restock every other day. So I turned to stocks. Buy the stocks, keep an eye on them every now and then and when the price goes up I sell it! Susah wehhh nak dapat duit kat situ. It's not real but I like the challenge of being patient. Not to mention satisfaction over hard earned NPs.

Tengah layan lagu Robbie Williams nih... best pulak. Last week keje mendonlotttt lagu jek. People who has the best of voices is worth listening to regardless of their bad reputation la kan.

Yeyeh gi cycling!!! Lama nyer tak naik beskal.

Tuesday, May 3, 2005


Got to know someone online. Feels good lah. Looks like I have a life after all.

[Good to know more about you. At lest I am very clear with the type of person you are. Thanks you for being so bold, direct and open. Hard to meet a person like you and I really appreciate the way you are and the way you communicated.]

Thank you!

[Over teh tarik. I would be very delighted to go out with you. Just plan ahead OK!]

Err... I don't actually meet chatters in real life that. I simply don't do that. Should I? I'm so comfortable keeping in touch online. Why ruin that?? Hmmmm....

I actually got a lot of say regarding buying a mac. Are those ppl are all Windows enthusiasists? And Windows is the only OS they've clammered the claws in?? I'm not quite torn yet.