Monday, February 26, 2007


I don't know why the laptop has been crazily behaved this past few weeks. Must be that windows update! They just were just installed on default, no choices were given. To this date I've had 3 blue screens. What's going on??

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

I've been greatly misunderstood

Oh no I think I have. Shit.

Was at SYABAS this afternoon and was intending to pass them the souvenirs from Brunei. I mean that's the least you could do right for what it has done to me. I can safely say that SYABAS is what has shaped me as a developer today. I decided that I had to meet the ex-boss even if it was only for a short while, after considering greatly that is. I didn't exactly have my points to tell him or any plans to say anything at all. And now after meeting him I feel like I'va said all the wrong things. Aiyak.

Example of a snippets of a conversation that can go very wrong if you're not careful:
X-boss: Terima kasih la. Buat susah-susah je beli barang ni...
You: Ala berapa ringgit la sangaaaattt....

Can you smell the note of arrogance inside the conversation? Shit man. That is not what I meant at all. I was meaning to say like berapa la sangat can you buy something to repay what the department has given you - your growth and knowlege. Goodness now I officially has come across as a very ungrateful former employee. When it's totally the opposite.

This is why ladies and gentlemen I choose to be a very quiet person. I'm relatively shy but being quiet is entirely my decision. But sometimes you know when you get excited meeting some people you can't really control yourself. You blurt out everything what comes to your mind. Even when you know it's best not saying too much.

Well in conclusion, I feel bad.

Anyways, I'm wishing Adda all the best in coaxing (or maybe threatening) her man to pay half the bill.....

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

Be still my heart

Somebody has touched my heart very deeply today. I think that's the best thing ever happened to me on Skype. I'm just so happy right now I can fly... hahahaha....

Well it's true. Don't take this wrong in any way (I'm still single :p), but really what he said really really got me thinking. How come people close to home can't say something like that? How come people far across the sea has to be the one who almost made me cry? Not in a bad way of course. And why can't it be real enough for me to hold on to??

Really. Why is this happening to me? People close to home aka malaysians, hear me out! Please please please please this is my plea.

Oh well. This is pointless. I'm not going to get anything out of this am I? This is sad. My fellow malaysians... I'm begging you please.

I think I'm not making any sense here.

Saturday, February 17, 2007

Meet Hussein Jalal Sweid


From Lebanon.

Soooo cute. He's 5 and he has the same birthday as Ammar's! Long lashes - awwwww.

Oh yea. Ammar is home for his PLKN break. Sunburn terok giler, he's so dark I can't see his face features anymore.... huhuhu....

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Reliving my dreams

This car business thing, it got me thinking. And I remember a post I made. I haven't forgotten about it you know.

I was 24 then. So I got only 8 years left to pursue one of my 3 dreams.

Last night I heard Vios is at 68k - CNY promotion. Hmmm... well, it's a Toyota you know. Just when I thought I'm going to settle for a MyVi instead.... Oh well. We'll see how it goes.

I'm so jealous looking at people pursuing their studies. For muslims, senang-senang je dapat pahala sebab belajar.

I have so many things to do, so many plans. Wish I had more time.

Tuesday, February 13, 2007


Everyone has a purpose in life. Perhaps yours is watching television.
- David Letterman

Oh yeah.

Wednesday, February 7, 2007


Someone just said I have a beautiful smile. Finally something else.

Oh come on. Let me bloat. Ngeeeeee....

Update: This is the result of the incapability of meeting real people on daily basis.

Tuesday, February 6, 2007

Ahhhh c'est l'amour!

Was listening to Mix FM this morning (Ika, Serena C + Pietro) on the way to work. They were receiving a call from a sweet lady - Grace if I'm not mistaken. She's had her eyes on one of her colleague forever and she's been trying to connect with this guy coz she really likes him. But whenever she's trying to chat him up, this guy - David won't look at her in the face. His eyes will wonder somewhere else, to her torso for example but never her face. So Grace starts to think that maybe David is not so nice after all coz she's not someone who shows off. This really bothers her so she made the call to Mix for help.

So the people at Mix said they'll try to call David up and find what exactly his problem is. Once they got him, they confronted him. This guy David, said that she's the most georgous woman he has ever seen in his life. He didn't do it in purpose because if he looks up he'll see her eyes. And that he says will make his heart goes haywire. So he looks down.

Mix people asked him something - if Grace is standing right in front of him, what would he say to her. So he told them - 'Would you go out to dinner with me?'. He said he really like her but she's out of his league, she's georgous and he's just an average looking guy.

And suddenly Pietro said Grace was actually on the line and was listening to them. David paused, he seemed pretty shocked. Grace said yes to his question. He was speechless. Ika asked something about will there be a Valentine's date. Grace said yes again. By now I can only imagine how David's face looks like. I swear I could hear his heart beating fast. Before ending the call, Grace said she could see him talking from where she was sitting.

Stories like these make my day anytime. Can you imagine what must have been like after they both hang up the phones? Along the highway, I toyed with my imagination on what must have had happened this morning. Just for the record he used the word gorgeous like 4 times.

C'est tres l'amour. Forgot that it's February. No wonder the stations I listen to are playing love songs all night.

Friday, February 2, 2007

And I'm back

Upon arriving home last night:

[1] The books I ordered have arrived!! Yay! And I got a free gift - this super cute key holders with tiny mini dress (exchangeable either black or pink) attached to it. It has a mini bag too. Perfect!

[2] Been spending my time watching DVD's - a whole bunch of them.

[3] Tried my hands at painting the house - the kitchen to be specific.

[4] My room is like a store room, choking and dusty. I make it a habit not to touch anything than my basket of clothes, my daily chemical wear and my bed. Everything else is ignored to let them do their best right now - collecting dust. Any cleaning work should commence after the renovation work is done.

[5] I did not have to wait for KFC coz abah and mak had bought it earlier before going to fetch me at the airport last night. That means alot.

[6] Need to settle some things while I have my days off (banks, post office, etc etc). Next weekend they're going to Penang. Not sure I can go. Isk.

Hmmm... that's it. Will go back to work next week. I wonder where my camera is...