Tuesday, July 31, 2007

My neck!

It feels like some muscle is dislocated. But I know it'll get better.

There's one thing that has been bothering me though. My left waist, there's a some sort of strain there as well. It started Sunday's night. I was trying to reach something on the floor from my bed, and I was having this baaaad hiccups. It just struck a searing pain that lasted only a moment or two. I wouldn't have cared if I don't have a history there you know. Muscle pain, sooner or later it'll be fine, provided you get proper rest. But the left waist area...

I don't want to repeat the hospital incident. I'm scared shitless.

Luckily I took a day off yesterday so I didn't get out of my room the whole day. I was kononnya trying to get rid of the strain by sleeping it off. My parents asik berleter apa jenis anak dara tak kuar kuar bilik but you know it's so depressing I couldn't even sleep last night. They don't know of course, I don't know how to tell them anyway.

Last time this happened, it took 3 days before a whole blood clot is formed and I was left unconcious in the pantry. Oh god.

Don't ask me for details, please. Search my blog for angiogram if you're so inclined.

Monday, July 30, 2007

I am crazy

I cannot believe myself participating in this year's Blogathon. In 3 1/2 hours time it's going to end. And I've been making cards every hour for the thon. While I have no idea where the cards will go after this is over, some of it of course I'll send them out to friends and loved ones. Abah ngan mak went out to visit Ammar and they took my cam. And I was left with my phonecam. What good would it do to intricate beads and colorful designs?? The contrast gone. The sharpness dissapeared. And my PSP not helping either, stupid plugin won't work. Chet. I was forced to post mediocre quality graphics.

My back hurts soooo much and my eyes are half opened.

My bed is right in front of me and I can't lie down or else I'd drop dead fall asleep like a stone and all my energy spent would be pointless. I don't get many sponsors coz I myself didn't make a buzz out of it. I initially wanted to be one of the sponsors/monitors. But it's okay. This is an experience in a lifetime. Would I do it again next year?

You gotta be kidding me.

Aargghh my back!!!!

Blogathon: PCRF

Bila pikir balik, doing the thon macam serupaaaaaa jek ngan sismi?

Sunday, July 22, 2007

Old friends didn't recognize me?

We went out yesterday to celebrate Ammar's birthday. Went to see Harry Potter and afterwards got him the new HP book.

It was a good day.

I read the last 3 or 4 pages of the book and you know what, I felt this sudden warm feeling and it was just so overwhelming. I was left speechless. Yes books do have that effect on you. Those who don't read, or those who feel they don't have time to read - whatever your choice is, you know, you're missing out alot here. I mean just pick up any book, a small one and commit to it. You will learn alot, not just how amazing books are but you'll get to know yourself better. You'll know how to make better choices. And you'll know how to live. If there is a will, there is a way ladies and gentlemen...

There's something that have happened to me twice and I can't take it off my mind. Early this year, when I went out for lunch I thought I saw an old schoolmate - Farah Farhan, in Dataran Glomac, Kelana Jaya. We were sitting across each other and I kept on staring but she didn't seem to recognize me. Our eyes met a few times and I was smiling the whole time actually, well, my colleagues whom I was having lunch with couldn't stop telling jokes. I kept looking at her until I finally gave up. I couldn't be mistaken. She's a splitting image of Farah - putih melepak, petite, muka manis. Farah was not a classmate but she was in SPM98 - everyone of that batch knows everyone from that batch. Who are we kidding here. We're all quite bonded by our hostorical facts, in a way....

And yesterday, I thought I saw Natrah in SACC. She was with a lady friend, both clad in baju kurung. I didn't notice them until they were right in front of me. We looked at each other once and I don't think she knows who I am. I was trying to figure out if it was really Natrah and my body actually turned following the direction they were going. She was a classmate and a very challenging hi-class (yes that's what I labeled the A students then) one too. And that's the second time another SPM98'er didn't recognize me.

And then it just snapped - do I look really different??? I remember a buka puasa session a few years back and Natrah was there, along with Areen. Farah was also a roommate.

Maybe they're not who I think they are. Maybe I'm mistaken. Pelanduk dua serupa kot... But if they were really Natrah and Farah, hmmmm... I don't know what to say lah. Do I look that different now? I'm not offended, just curious, you know. Sometimes I think it's funny.

The good news is that Odah still reconizes me!! Yay! Luckily she has my phone number and she messaged me to ask is that me who she saw at Fariz Maju. I didn't notice the message right away because of the noise there but who cares. I got the message late and didn't have the opportunity to meet her but my old friend still recognizes my face. And with that, I end this post with a happy note. Yay!!

Friday, July 20, 2007


You know Harry Potter's last book is going to be released worldwide tomorrow right?

And I also know (for quite a some time now) that the book has leaked on the internet and people can download it for free. I have made no effort whatsoever to get it, and I don't know why. And today, I visited Georgous One's blog and there it is - spoilers!!! AAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!


Now I feel like I should've done something about the leak. Be a bad girl, take advantage or something. I have regret THIS big.

We've preordered the book long time ago and we're going to get it tomorrow but I'm going to have to wait like a week, after Ammar finishes with it.

Can I have a copy please O Georgous One? Terasa amat gundah gelana sekarang ok.


Thursday, July 19, 2007


I have fever today but still have to come to office.

Now don't blame it on my boss or anything, it's actually my choice.

Once again, jacket Adda menjadi penyelamat dunia daripada hembusan angin ekon yang amatla menggetarkan jiwa. Dahla selalu ujan, mau tak idung ni berair. Takpe Adda, karang aku antar ini jacket gi dry clean. Hahaha. Thank god Ika is cuti-cuti mesia seminggu so I don't really have to worry when I switch off the ekon once a while.

I'm so appalled at the way people take my YM status so seriously... hmmmm.... just when I thought I can have fun statusing meself.

Meself want to get some zzzz. But meself have so much work pending. Meself don't want to do sismi. Meself think sismi is a whole lot of hoax. La la la. So meself will complete sismi at some other time. Because meself is enjoying doing other things. La la la.

Aiyak too much fluid in my nose. Ewww.

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Run baby, run.

Blogathon 2007 is well on its way people. If you're one of those who's stuck under the tempurung, well now it's time to break free. Find out about it here.

Off topic, my throat feels so sore. Please don't let fever and cold virus breed in my blood cells... Work aside, I have so many movies to catch up.

Friday, July 13, 2007

Yet another discovery

I remember blogging about how Me Talk Pretty One Day by David Sedaris boring me to death. It's supposed to be a fun book, since the writer is a comedian an all. And it struck me odd as to why it keeps on getting good reviews all this while. Many people says the book is funny but I didn't see why.

So I decided last night to reread it.

And this time, after only a few chapters, I came to full submission. It's hilarious!

Maybe I'm slow at picking up jokes. Maybe I read it last time only half heartedly. Or maybe I just don't like to agree with people on first read. See, I'm so stubborn. And very hard to please.

Thursday, July 12, 2007

when's it going to end....

Aduhai sismi..... di tengah ke'excited'an projek lain, kehadirannya yang lip lap lip lap tu sangat lah memberikan satu perasaan yang amatlah sayu.

I don't know why, lately, everytime sismi comes up, suddenly everything becomes dull. It is just not exciting anymore. That is why the time to build a system shoud not be allowed to go over 3 months. 5 months top. Obviously the researchers who came up with the theory had conducted a very very thorough experiment. By nature, a developer are actually an artist, a very procedural one. They are problem solvers. When you keep on giving them the same problem that has been resolved earlier on, but with different answer everytime, they are bound to get really annoyed and inefficient. If that happens alot, who's to say you're not going to give the same problem again in the future? And when you do, from then on, they won't trust you anymore. When the trust is broken, imagine a broken marriage and conclude from that.

Just when I'm having fun doing something else that's different and organized.


I want to get it off my back and I want to do it right.

So I will stop writing for now and get back to work.

p/s: I just got to know that there's New Seven Wonders of The World. Hmmmm.... macam2.... Statue of Liberty tak menang....hahahahhaha *joget keliling pc*

Update: You know what, I ended up reading Mr. Mayer's blog and borak with Adda instead. No sismi for tonight thank you. Lagipun nyamuk asik kacau, better get under the kelambu fast and have a nice shut eye ok... lalalalala....

Saturday, July 7, 2007

By doing this meme you are contributing rm127 to the Darul Izzah Orphanage

I just had to blog something on this very 'ongggg' day....hahaha. And what could be more rewarding than doing a tag for some charity. I have nothing better to do. Can't remember when's the last time I've been tagged.

I'm not sure how the charity comes in though. If it's true, doing the tag will contribute, that's great. But if it's not, let's not get our spirit down shall we. Tags are always fun anyway.

So before I start, I want to tag other people first. Call it spoiling the surprise or unconventional way of doing it, but I don't care. Better yet, just skip my tag and go do yours. :p The tag is so serious and sober, almost personal. So don't read mine. Do yours:

1. Adda
2. Blek
3. Tipah
4. Emmachan
5. Hajime (alaaa ape salahnyer blog satu entry :p)
6. Errr... kacap ko nak buat tak?

The rule:
If you are tagged, you need to write an entry related to the meme. At the end of your entry you just need to tag as many person as you like. You will then leave a comment in their blog to let them know they have been tagged. And to include this message, "By doing this meme you are contributing rm127 to the Darul Izzah Orphanage". The meme is about completing at least seventeen out of twenty seven sentences. Copy the tags here.

1. A person is only as good as
he wants himself to be

2. Friendship is always
about being wrong but never being walked out on

3. To love is to
say "I've been wrong and I'm sorry" even though it's not your fault

4. Money makes me

5. I miss
the smell of fresh cut grass in the morning and the ocean breeze blowing in the window of a hotel room where I'm staying for the weekend

6. My way of saying I care is by
doing the extra little things that people usually tend to not notice

7. I try to spread love and happiness by
spending on gifts and cards for ____

8. Pick the flowers when
you feel like it - don't force yourself to do something you don't enjoy

9. To love someone is to
give it your everything to make it work

10. Beauty is
when a woman finds out that she's pregnant OR when fathers playing with ther kids

11. When I was thirteen, what I remember the most was
how a big deal it was to get an entry to a boarding school

12. When I was twenty one, I remember
turning 21 and treating myself a good meal

13. I am most happy when
my family is doing well and when I have a shoulder to cry on and when I have a career

14. Nothing makes me happier than
falling in love

15. If I can change one thing, I will change
everything about my former high school - the teachers, the headmaster

16. If smiles were balloons
then I'd blow a whole lot of them and tell the wind to send it to my friends anywhere in the world

17. Wouldn't it be nice if we could
have world peace

18. If you want to --
then you have to --

19. Money is not everything but
it guarantees you the best of education for your kids

20. The most touching moments I have experienced is
my ex driving through bad traffic all the way to Penang to meet me and my family, and facing the same traffic all the way back the next day

21. I smile when
I think of my brothers

22. When I am happy, I
usually hide it and feeling embarrased afterwards had anybody seen me (only applies to non-family male existence)

23. If only I don't have to --
then --

24. The best thing I did yesterday was
nothing - in fact I had a bad day with Ganee kept on finding bugs in my module - how could I be so rookie-ish??

25. If I ever write a book, I will give it this title,
"Love at first sight?: It's rubbish." OR
"How to find the perfect gentleman: Where they are and How to make they react to the sensual you."

26. One thing I must do before I die is
to have a home

27. Doing this meme, I feel like
having a cup of hot sweeeeeeet tea

Tuesday, July 3, 2007


Why would you want to force something that isn't there.


Somebody save me please.