Monday, December 31, 2007

Last hurrah

Well this is the last time I'm blogging from this laptop, I'm returning it today.

I'm starting a new job next week. So I expect I'm going to be restless without it for a week. But looking at the bright side, I get to read! And reply those old letters.

It's been great, it's been wonderful.

My farewell party was yummy. It's gonna be sad leaving these great people behind.

But I think I'm okay since I know they're going to be just fine.

Friday, December 28, 2007


Listen to this:

A beautiful and blinding morning
The world outside begins to breathe
See clouds arriving without warning
I need you here to shelter me

So keep me awake to memorize you
Give me more time to feel this way
We can't stay like this forever
But I can have you next to me today

Where this people get the idea from to write like this?

Thursday, December 27, 2007

This is wrong

One night, some time around 11.30.

Mr. KT: hye Nuha. lama tak jumpa.
me: ye
Mr. KT: bz ke. tido kul berapa?
me: tdo kul 12
Mr. KT: macam boring je. dah nak tido ke?
me: tgh buat keje sket. esok kena buat keje lain pulak.
Mr. KT: Nuha macam mana skang? masih slim ke dah berisi?
me: skang dah gemok. ada la 3x ganda
Mr. KT: he he takpe KT tak kisah pun Nuha sekarang macam mana. jom jumpa

Sounds soooo wrong. Came out from the wrong man. Urggh! Everything about it just so wrong. He even spelled my name wrong. Wrong wrong wrong.


I've been hoping for another man to say those things to me. Tough luck. Ya ya we can't get everything we want all the time but it's not like I want things every other day. Sad isn't it, sometimes the only thing we want most is the one that's the most far fetched.

Then again, what we want and what we need is probably two different things entirely.

Well -- it's not like I want things every other damn day!


Monday, December 24, 2007


Mathematics, rightly viewed, possesses not only truth, but supreme beauty - a beauty cold and austere, like that of sculpture.
- Bertrand Russell

Yeah baby yeah.

Belated Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha.

Happy holidays everyone!

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

All time low yesterday

I've been feeling very low these past few days. I was on the verge of being jobless! How depressing can that be. I took yesterday off and hid in my room, only came out when it's time for dinner. I guess mak must have had noticed it because this morning while having breakfast she asked me why.

"Kaklong kenapa muka macam ada problem je?"

"Semalam cuti kenapa?"

All questions went unanswered. I just stared at the tv. I guess when my mind is so occupied I can shut it down from the world just like that.

I knew that last night while having dinner, she was giving away all signals to abah, poking and eye balling, about me being so quiet and eating so little. She wasn't that subtle, I could see from the corner of my eyes. But I couldn't care less - my head was heavier with all other stuff I had to think of.

Today when I got home, abah gave me a peck and I found a new blouse on my bed - made me smile instantly but somehow with a heavy heart.

When I think about it, the last time I felt this low was when I was just out of uni and anxious of being jobless. It's the same feeling, no mistake about it at all. I guess I can't stand the idea of not earning anything. My job defines me, without it I'm quite dull. Half of me is made of my job.

The other half, well, he's around.

Friday, December 14, 2007


I really really want to see said movie. Not so much because of Keira Knightly but because of James McAvoy.... lalalalalala.... I can never forget him after 'Becoming Jane' (intense!). Also you should see him in 'The Last King of Scotland' (gawd!).

Anyways, I don't understand why are they waiting till Christmas to show it here. They've been showing in Europe/US for months and months already!

p/s: w00t is now officially a word according to Merriam-Webster online. Really.

Monday, December 10, 2007

Aku hanya pasrah




Mencik mencik mencik! Camana bleh approve nih. Hisy.

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

Ngulat skett

[1] From the beginning of my developer life, I've never really warmed up to Microsoft. I doubt I will ever do. It's great for simple work/home use, but development-wise, *geleng geleng* costs too much. I don't like the way they try to proprietise the web ok. Sudah-sudah la tu buat duit - let us the open source developers have the fun pulak.

NO to the Microsoft Office format as an ISO standard

[2] Are you paid what you're worth?

Malaysia IT Salary Report

Know Your Tech Worth

Sesi lagha (ish ish ishhhh)

Just got home. Went out for sesi-sesi sukaria bowling bersama rakan-rakan opis. Had a heck of a time. Walaupun tak biasa main (I played once with Otel, a million years ago), pegi je lah. Alah company sponsor, sapuuuuuuuuuu.... heheheheh tenkiu Ganee.

My right hand is not feeling steady right now. Tu lah, sampai je terus main, takde nak warm up ke streching2 ke ape ke. Hah amek. Stokin plak lupa nak bawak, nasib baik takde spotcek. Harap takde la kena kudis buta ke ape ke lepas ni.

Bola banyak kali masuk longkang, I feel like it's actually how bowling should be played (saje nak kasi alasan). Much easier and less stressed wattt (menyokong alasan tadi). The rest of the gang pun, memang laluan longkang adalah laluan utama for all of us tonight (contoh untuk lebih menyokong alasan tadi). But at least I got 1 strike, purely by luck la of course but still I can brag about it later... lalalalala...

Pelbagai lagi alasan yang boleh diberikan seperti bola kena sumpah, lane tidak lurus, terlalu bising hingga hilang fokus, gangguan tidak bertempat dari rakan sepasukan, bola terlepas dari tangan ketika membuat balingan, kasut sewa yang tidak berkualiti, tidak tahu main, tempikan manja dari pasukan berhampiran, the list could go on and on and on... hahahahahahhaa!

In the end, mengah ok. Letih siut main bowling ni rupanya. 3 set je tapi macam buat marathon zaman sekolah dulu (marathon dulu selalu kat belakang ambik angin, but still). Adehhh....

Lepas ni diorang plan nak go bowling kat Mid Valley pulak, semata-mata sebab ada glow in the dark.... hahahahaha.. What's so attractive about it, I'm never gonna get that. Funny people. Dah la gelap, bertambah la rekod longkang tu karang.

Yang tokey2 kamera ni tak bawak cam plak. Abes citer lah. Kalau tak mesti galak bergambar dengan pokok-pokok krismas (the girls la, usually dengan semangat bergambar dari Adda and Janice)... hohoho...

So just because we had pics taken with christmas trees the other day,...


Beautiful beautiful christmas tree, post TGI @ The Curve. Gantung ketupat ngan lemang ni best nih!

Anyway, terasa nak berlatina la plakkkk.... cewahhhh! Ape itu? Jeng jeng jengggg.