Alahaiiii teringinnyer nak sambung belajar... huhuhuhu...
I want a PhD. Is it so bad to want something that seems far unreachable?
Thursday, May 31, 2007
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
JANGAN MENGELUH ..........
Kita selalu Bertanya............. dan Al-Quran sudah menjawabnya.............
KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA AKU DIUJI?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan saja mengatakan; "Kami telah beriman," ("I am full of faith to Allah") sedangkan mereka tidak diuji? Dan sesungguhnya Kami telah menguji org2 yg sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui org2 yg benar dan, sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui org2 yg dusta."
-Surah Al-Ankabut ayat 2-3
KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA AKU TAK DAPAT APA YG AKU IDAM-IDAMKAN?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesua tu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui."
- Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 216
KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA UJIAN SEBERAT INI?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya."
- Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 286
KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA RASA FRUST?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Jgnlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan jgnlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah org2 yg paling tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu org2 yg beriman."
- Surah Al-Imran ayat 139
KITA BERTANYA : BAGAIMANA HARUS AKU MENGHADAPINYA?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Bersabarlah kamu (menghadapi segala kesukaran dalam mengerjakan perkara-perkara yang berkebajikan), dan kuatkanlah kesabaran kamu lebih daripada kesabaran musuh, di medan perjuangan), dan bersedialah (dengan kekuatan pertahanan di daerah-daerah sempadan) serta bertaqwalah (be fearfull of Allah The Almighty) kamu kepada Allah supaya, kamu berjaya (mencapai kemenangan)."
KITA BERTANYA : BAGAIMANA HARUS AKU MENGHADAPINYA?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan jalan sabar dan mengerjakan sembahyang; dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk"
- Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 45
KITA BERTANYA : APA YANG AKU DAPAT DRPD SEMUA INI?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli dari org2 mu'min, diri, harta mereka dengan memberikan syurga utk mereka... ?
- Surah At-Taubah ayat 111
KITA BERTANYA : KEPADA SIAPA AKU BERHARAP?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Cukuplah Allah bagiku, tidak ada Tuhan selain dari Nya. Hanya kepadaNya aku bertawakkal."
- Surah At-Taubah ayat 129
KITA BERKATA : AKU TAK DAPAT TAHAN!!!
QURAN MENJAWAB
"... ..dan jgnlah kamu berputus asa dr rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa dr rahmat Allah melainkan kaum yg kafir."
- Surah Yusuf ayat 12
Kalu nak mengeluh lagi ............jom gi ngaji
Kesimpulan: Kenapa kita perlekeh Islam ketinggalan zaman?? Dalam Quran semuanya ada.
KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA AKU DIUJI?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan saja mengatakan; "Kami telah beriman," ("I am full of faith to Allah") sedangkan mereka tidak diuji? Dan sesungguhnya Kami telah menguji org2 yg sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui org2 yg benar dan, sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui org2 yg dusta."
-Surah Al-Ankabut ayat 2-3
KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA AKU TAK DAPAT APA YG AKU IDAM-IDAMKAN?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesua tu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui."
- Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 216
KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA UJIAN SEBERAT INI?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya."
- Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 286
KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA RASA FRUST?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Jgnlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan jgnlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah org2 yg paling tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu org2 yg beriman."
- Surah Al-Imran ayat 139
KITA BERTANYA : BAGAIMANA HARUS AKU MENGHADAPINYA?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Bersabarlah kamu (menghadapi segala kesukaran dalam mengerjakan perkara-perkara yang berkebajikan), dan kuatkanlah kesabaran kamu lebih daripada kesabaran musuh, di medan perjuangan), dan bersedialah (dengan kekuatan pertahanan di daerah-daerah sempadan) serta bertaqwalah (be fearfull of Allah The Almighty) kamu kepada Allah supaya, kamu berjaya (mencapai kemenangan)."
KITA BERTANYA : BAGAIMANA HARUS AKU MENGHADAPINYA?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan jalan sabar dan mengerjakan sembahyang; dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk"
- Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 45
KITA BERTANYA : APA YANG AKU DAPAT DRPD SEMUA INI?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli dari org2 mu'min, diri, harta mereka dengan memberikan syurga utk mereka... ?
- Surah At-Taubah ayat 111
KITA BERTANYA : KEPADA SIAPA AKU BERHARAP?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Cukuplah Allah bagiku, tidak ada Tuhan selain dari Nya. Hanya kepadaNya aku bertawakkal."
- Surah At-Taubah ayat 129
KITA BERKATA : AKU TAK DAPAT TAHAN!!!
QURAN MENJAWAB
"... ..dan jgnlah kamu berputus asa dr rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa dr rahmat Allah melainkan kaum yg kafir."
- Surah Yusuf ayat 12
Kalu nak mengeluh lagi ............jom gi ngaji
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Kesimpulan: Kenapa kita perlekeh Islam ketinggalan zaman?? Dalam Quran semuanya ada.
Monday, May 21, 2007
Spent
You know what, the Brunei project I was involved in keeps coming back. Looks like I'm still involved.
I was going through the URS just now and actually I like that version better than what it is as a product now. I think I have made a mistake. I should've trusted my instinct then. I should've said something. It's a bad design from the start, the design was all over the place and nobody was doing anything about it. Look how it's affecting us now. Everyone was afraid of revamping the whole thing but I think it was needed for my module. I took over the module that had been reviewed over and over and I was assured that was how they wanted it. And now they come out with all the enchancement work the world can take and I can see it's all stated in the URS. What's going on? If the module has been reviewed before why didn't they say something about the missing features? You know, I believe in taking some time now to save alot of time later. I'm not afraid of redoing the whole thing. I think they're afraid of the word revamp. Actually the function is there developed by previous developers, you just need to apply the changes how it's connected.
Yes there'll be time involved and it'll wear you down. But there's nothing bad than treating the client wrong. Yes that's how I feel right now. No matter how hallucinated Hajah and ill mannered she is, what's there on the paper should've been done. I should've said something about this. Maybe I have. But I was shut down because we were in a hurry. Everything must rush. Only apply changes requested in review sessions. Ignore the rest.
They should've deployed more people there in Brunei. I'm alone is responsible for 4-5 man job and everytime I submit my manlist hour I always get frowned upon. Tell me, if you're building a house alone, would you take the same time as 4 people would. Crazy huh?
Could it be if there had been a good analyst involved would've made things different? Or better QAQC from the PM? They were working blind from the start. How do they manage these people?
Thank god I'm not in Skali. The way they treat their employees are not top notch also. Look at Siti. That girl has the respect all there is from me. Taking everything at once and still alive. Come on Adda, like Ajeed says: Go sismi, go!
Urgh.
I have a really bad headache. Worries me though since I rarely get headaches. Must be the past busy week. I can't work like this. Oh I need a massage. Massage me anyone?
I was going through the URS just now and actually I like that version better than what it is as a product now. I think I have made a mistake. I should've trusted my instinct then. I should've said something. It's a bad design from the start, the design was all over the place and nobody was doing anything about it. Look how it's affecting us now. Everyone was afraid of revamping the whole thing but I think it was needed for my module. I took over the module that had been reviewed over and over and I was assured that was how they wanted it. And now they come out with all the enchancement work the world can take and I can see it's all stated in the URS. What's going on? If the module has been reviewed before why didn't they say something about the missing features? You know, I believe in taking some time now to save alot of time later. I'm not afraid of redoing the whole thing. I think they're afraid of the word revamp. Actually the function is there developed by previous developers, you just need to apply the changes how it's connected.
Yes there'll be time involved and it'll wear you down. But there's nothing bad than treating the client wrong. Yes that's how I feel right now. No matter how hallucinated Hajah and ill mannered she is, what's there on the paper should've been done. I should've said something about this. Maybe I have. But I was shut down because we were in a hurry. Everything must rush. Only apply changes requested in review sessions. Ignore the rest.
They should've deployed more people there in Brunei. I'm alone is responsible for 4-5 man job and everytime I submit my manlist hour I always get frowned upon. Tell me, if you're building a house alone, would you take the same time as 4 people would. Crazy huh?
Could it be if there had been a good analyst involved would've made things different? Or better QAQC from the PM? They were working blind from the start. How do they manage these people?
Thank god I'm not in Skali. The way they treat their employees are not top notch also. Look at Siti. That girl has the respect all there is from me. Taking everything at once and still alive. Come on Adda, like Ajeed says: Go sismi, go!
Urgh.
I have a really bad headache. Worries me though since I rarely get headaches. Must be the past busy week. I can't work like this. Oh I need a massage. Massage me anyone?
Saturday, May 19, 2007
No title
It's been work work work and more work. Everyone is working their butt off, staying back and working late. I wish I could vanish the word 'work' from appearing ever again on my blog. But what to do.... half your day is spent at work. There it is again ladies and gentlemen.
Anyway, I haven't had the time for shoe shopping because of work. I forgot to do the laundry because of work. I missed breakfast the whole week because of work. I am so lack of sleep beyond belief because of, yes you guessed it right, work. I sound like one hell of a worker and no-lifer don't I? Well as much as I try to sound the opposite, it just wouldn't work so I may as well give up trying.
It may sound bad and hectic but I do enjoy working late and stuff. I like problem solving we have going on here. I especially like the moment when the problem is solved. It's really tiring and I may come across crazy, but I think anybody who's in the same shoes as mine will feel the same. I think it's a love hate relationship. You complaint alot but at the same time it's something you can't live without.
I made a to-buy list last night. It's quite a long list. All consist of restocking. Should I put the sandals and heels on hold? Isk.
Anyway, I haven't had the time for shoe shopping because of work. I forgot to do the laundry because of work. I missed breakfast the whole week because of work. I am so lack of sleep beyond belief because of, yes you guessed it right, work. I sound like one hell of a worker and no-lifer don't I? Well as much as I try to sound the opposite, it just wouldn't work so I may as well give up trying.
It may sound bad and hectic but I do enjoy working late and stuff. I like problem solving we have going on here. I especially like the moment when the problem is solved. It's really tiring and I may come across crazy, but I think anybody who's in the same shoes as mine will feel the same. I think it's a love hate relationship. You complaint alot but at the same time it's something you can't live without.
I made a to-buy list last night. It's quite a long list. All consist of restocking. Should I put the sandals and heels on hold? Isk.
Monday, May 14, 2007
Monday
I want a pair of sexy heels. And a pair of pretty little sandals. I want it now!!
Hari ni kete bau lain le pulak... hmmmm....
Anyway, I'm so broke this month. Aiyak what to do. Still ada hati nak beli kasut baru pulak tu.
Apehal tetiba ujan ari ni?? Isk.
Aaaaaaa keje banyak. But when I think about it, other people pun keje banyak jugak tapi still cool. I just have to figure out how they do it that's all.
Sejuknyer opis mak aaiiiii!!!! Those panas people should switch their place with mine. See if they can stand constant cold wind in your face. Even my lenses asik kering every now and then.
Right. I'm going to look for said footwear after work.
Hari ni kete bau lain le pulak... hmmmm....
Anyway, I'm so broke this month. Aiyak what to do. Still ada hati nak beli kasut baru pulak tu.
Apehal tetiba ujan ari ni?? Isk.
Aaaaaaa keje banyak. But when I think about it, other people pun keje banyak jugak tapi still cool. I just have to figure out how they do it that's all.
Sejuknyer opis mak aaiiiii!!!! Those panas people should switch their place with mine. See if they can stand constant cold wind in your face. Even my lenses asik kering every now and then.
Right. I'm going to look for said footwear after work.
Sunday, May 13, 2007
Recent Redang Trip
Well here's some of the pics.
Circa 7am. Just arrived at Kuala Terengganu. Was starving. Some of the girls.
And some of the boys.
We need food!!!!
Gary and his trademark smile. Justin, Carol and Nick with the bottles.
The welcoming sight of the resort.
The beach
The beach bar.
The waiting area bar. There's also a pool bar but I didn't go to the pool. But they have such a biiiiiggg pool and a jacuzzi.
The girl who asked for Naveen's room number. Jeng jeng jengggg!!!!
On the way to jungle trekking and the beach.
Yours truly.
Circa 7am. Just arrived at Kuala Terengganu. Was starving. Some of the girls.
And some of the boys.
We need food!!!!
Gary and his trademark smile. Justin, Carol and Nick with the bottles.
The welcoming sight of the resort.
The beach
The beach bar.
The waiting area bar. There's also a pool bar but I didn't go to the pool. But they have such a biiiiiggg pool and a jacuzzi.
The girl who asked for Naveen's room number. Jeng jeng jengggg!!!!
On the way to jungle trekking and the beach.
Yours truly.
Friday, May 11, 2007
Back from Redang
Yes I'm back from a very fun trip with a really nice tan.... woohooo!!
Anyway, some memories I'll never forget:
[1] The B.E.A.U.T.Y of the island - clear clean water with white soft sand
[2] The room for four but occupied by only two
[3] The Charmed One was frightened the hell out of her when a crazy monkey came speeding towards her while she was buried under the sand on the beach.... and everyone around didn't do anything but laugh (hahahahah!!!! sorry aaa, the thought is just sooo hilarious especially when reminiscing The Muka Ketat and his act). Oh goodness I just can't get over this one.... hahahahahhaahahah!
[4] The Mata Sepet has failed to get any beach tanning since he put on so much sun block cream.... (haiiyaaaa what's the point vacationing on the beach when you can't show off your tan afterwards lah!)
[5] Snorkelling!
[6] The privilege to watch a whole bunch of monkeys berhijrah from a place to another on an electric cable.
[7] I've never seen so many tupai at one place, in one day!
Pics later lah.
p/s: Hepi Birthday Otel!!!!!!
Anyway, some memories I'll never forget:
[1] The B.E.A.U.T.Y of the island - clear clean water with white soft sand
[2] The room for four but occupied by only two
[3] The Charmed One was frightened the hell out of her when a crazy monkey came speeding towards her while she was buried under the sand on the beach.... and everyone around didn't do anything but laugh (hahahahah!!!! sorry aaa, the thought is just sooo hilarious especially when reminiscing The Muka Ketat and his act). Oh goodness I just can't get over this one.... hahahahahhaahahah!
[4] The Mata Sepet has failed to get any beach tanning since he put on so much sun block cream.... (haiiyaaaa what's the point vacationing on the beach when you can't show off your tan afterwards lah!)
[5] Snorkelling!
[6] The privilege to watch a whole bunch of monkeys berhijrah from a place to another on an electric cable.
[7] I've never seen so many tupai at one place, in one day!
Pics later lah.
p/s: Hepi Birthday Otel!!!!!!
Saturday, May 5, 2007
Perfect spot for Yasmin Ahmad's next film shooting place
Location: Railway station Parit Buntar, Perak
Untitled
So I haven't really slept last night and what am I doing still up at this time??? I just got back from work. I don't feel so good about myself today.
I found out today that I can be irritating if I truly lack some sleep. I didn't think much before speaking up. Walking around like zombie, forcing food into your mouth just because I felt too tired to chew anything. Let alone swallow. :P Was pushing any strength I had today at work just to look at the screen. With eyelids half open like that I'm not sure what kept me going.
Was about going to bed when Joe called. This guy is really something. He's not actually what I expected. Well I'm not saying anything right now coz I know it's not going to be easy. Why can't I have kindhearted mautured malaysian man to talk to everyday??? I wonder. It'd be sooo much easier, with the talking, coming from the same roots. Easier to get the approval nods too from mak and abah. But then again I know I'm wasting time writing about this here coz I know there'll be no man will answer to my plead. Oh well. Some country.
I don't know why is this happening to me, of all of other girls. I wasn't really looking, you know. But maybe you can say some things come to you when you least expecting it. I'm really taken aback by this I can tell you that much. Now I wish I have a normal relationship with a normal malaysian man just for the sake of not making things complicated....
Anyway, I'm going to Redang tomorrow night. Now we're talking. Wooohooo!!!!!
In the mooooodsss of pixxxx people.
The men in my life.
Ammar with mak + abah after Hari Kecemerlangan
Awww...
Tok Penang yang comeyyy
Dah besar pun still bawah ketiak mak... alahai kalau dah bongsu tuuu...
Tahan senyum ke???
I found out today that I can be irritating if I truly lack some sleep. I didn't think much before speaking up. Walking around like zombie, forcing food into your mouth just because I felt too tired to chew anything. Let alone swallow. :P Was pushing any strength I had today at work just to look at the screen. With eyelids half open like that I'm not sure what kept me going.
Was about going to bed when Joe called. This guy is really something. He's not actually what I expected. Well I'm not saying anything right now coz I know it's not going to be easy. Why can't I have kindhearted mautured malaysian man to talk to everyday??? I wonder. It'd be sooo much easier, with the talking, coming from the same roots. Easier to get the approval nods too from mak and abah. But then again I know I'm wasting time writing about this here coz I know there'll be no man will answer to my plead. Oh well. Some country.
I don't know why is this happening to me, of all of other girls. I wasn't really looking, you know. But maybe you can say some things come to you when you least expecting it. I'm really taken aback by this I can tell you that much. Now I wish I have a normal relationship with a normal malaysian man just for the sake of not making things complicated....
Anyway, I'm going to Redang tomorrow night. Now we're talking. Wooohooo!!!!!
In the mooooodsss of pixxxx people.
The men in my life.
Ammar with mak + abah after Hari Kecemerlangan
Awww...
Tok Penang yang comeyyy
Dah besar pun still bawah ketiak mak... alahai kalau dah bongsu tuuu...
Tahan senyum ke???
Friday, May 4, 2007
cawan nuhaa
Check this out. Courtesy of Adda. Take note that cawan is not mine. Thank you.
I'm staying back again at the office tonight. I reevaluated my work and it turned out that actually it's working like it was wanted! Aiyak. Why la didn't I see that this morning. I could have reported differently. Cesss!!!
I'm staying back again at the office tonight. I reevaluated my work and it turned out that actually it's working like it was wanted! Aiyak. Why la didn't I see that this morning. I could have reported differently. Cesss!!!
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