Wednesday, March 8, 2006

Once upon a time, I never did coffee

From a non-coffee drinker, now I have them running down my esophagus all the time. And the reason behind it is I have to keep myself awake from my lack of sleep hours... I had lead such a healthy life... *sigh*....aahhh those were the days....kui kui poyo je niee.... But seriously I didn't know how people can drink coffee all the time.

I never could drink coffee because of its bitterness. I tried Nescafe 3 in 1 but just couldn't! I love sweet things, baby. They're pleasant and easy on the tastebud don't they. So when it came down to me how keep my concious moments to even exist these days, I had to learn how to gulp it all, coffee and everything that comes with it. So long as I get to have precious extra few hours for myself. I've tried again the 3 in 1 but I add a couple of tablespoons of sugar. Make it sweet then only can I drink it without any cringe on my face. Cringes make you look old faster than anything else. So don't cringe people. Petua awet muda nieee.... huwah huwah.... inteprem

Anyway, back to real issue at hand here. Since February I have been in hell. Yea well all hell has broken loose on me it seems. Deadlines and tutoring and whatnot. I have little time for my family (here comes the leteran from ibunda), if not nothing at all (here comes in the komplen and frustrations from dear friends). Let alone time for myself. I'm all tensed up (please may I scream now).

Don't get me wrong. I'm not complaining. I've been wanting to to all the things I do right now for a long time. For that I'm thankful. It's just that it's been such a hell of a situation to adjust myself into. And sadly I'm not being blessed with longer transition period. As a result, my body took it as a shock. For example, I was late for 2 weeks last month and that is not good for any woman. It's a sign your body is receiving alot more than it can usually take. Stress, people, is not always a good thing. Whatever gave me the impression it's good at all...heh... My sleep hours, used to had 6, now is cut to 4 1/2! You can call me zombie already. Bleh. I am officially sleep-deprived...zzzzzzz.....

And now look at what I've turned to. Caffeine! Yea yea. Caffeine lovers need not read this. Skip the paragraph please. Anyway it's like drugs. Quitely and slowly it's taking over my brain and sanity. I just can't believe I'm drinking coffee now. Extra spoons of sugar aside, it's still coffee if you have coffee ingredients in it. I don't even like chocolate, how the heck did I get here?

This is too much of a rambling over coffee. I give up.

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