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Finally we had some rain going on during the weekend! It was beginning to get hazy here after a month of very hot and dry sun. Jerebu is bad for health.

And last night was the first night I get to sleep comfortably under my lovely duvet while it was raining outside. Otherwise I wouldn't even have my tee on... hahah... nah... the weather was so damn hot I couldn't have a shut eye properly. Even the bed felt like burning or something. I was constantly awaken by the temperature. Last night was like 'thank you God!'

Went to Shella & Pujan's wedding yesterday. The nasik was brilliant - kenyang. Too bad I didn't go for second round, was hungry again on my way back home. MKA siap estimate lagi blanje for the majlis down to numbers. I wonder how did he get to that point? heheh....

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I heard yesterday they're going to change the hours to 9-5.30 on weekdays and 9-1 on alternate Saturdays. My first reaction was 'HOH?!!' I prefer coming at 8 so I could leave earlier at 4.45. Makes no difference at all since I'd be still coming out of the house an hour before the ofice starts. The traffic at 8am are surely not any less heavy than at 7am. If I ever want to claim any OT hours, I have to stay back till 7.30... urrghhhh!! Not really my cup of tea. 7 is considered late already for me.

And what's with the 9-1??? Really got me there. Saturdays would be my 'backup' day then. Only doing backup work e.g. backing up databases. Usually takes more than 2 hours. The rest 2? I'll do anything to fill up the time... eheh! Probably I'd find time to replace the paper that gets shuffled everytime here to its proper condition. That'd be good enough for 2 hours, don't you think? hehehehehe.... This is me when I'm not being productive.

Bottomline, no matter what orders they give, as an employee I have to follow.

Hehe.

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Waaahhhh I couldn't believe myself what happened yesterday! I lost the parking ticket and was fined RM40. I put it in my sling bag and somehow it managed to get littered somewhere between KL Sentral and PWTC. It was horrible. There goes my budget for my mother's birthday present. Uwaaaaaaaaaaa!!

I think I'm not feeling so well today but I had to come to work anyway. Yesterday was a fun day for me minus the lost. Overall it was rewarding. I got to tutor my brother Add Maths (functions). I remember how difficult it was for me back in school. When I look back today, it was such such eaaaaasy topic lah.

Oh yes I got so interested in pursuing studies in Germany yesterday. Haven't really gone through the brouchers yet. I don't mind learning new languages. It's a privilege if I could talk in 3 or more of them! But of course not in the near future. Bawak diri sampai German nun.... isk isk....

Doing a master's has always been a dream. I'll grab the opportunity if there's one given that I'm available for it.

Made a good friend also yesterday. The only drawback is we can't be seen together much or else people will say there's a pakatan between us trying to run down the country. Whatever. ahahahah..... Surely that's not true (we were out for the fair). I know that some may stay away from my family for understandable reason. Hurtful but understandable. So I understand if people don't want anything to do with us. My circle of friends also has scaled down to few.

It's okay. Things happen. The only way is not to fight it but to make peace with it. I learn alot during the process (with lots and lots of help from abah). That's what makes you grow wiser I guess.

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Education fair here I come!!!!

KL main roads are closed today due to some cycling tournament or something. Leceh! Public transport will serve me then.

Oh have to go visit my brother in his place to help him with his Add Maths. That cheeky one has requested me some homemade pizza. Have to see to that too. Then only can I go to the fair.

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eiiit! tensen tul lah gmail nih. ari tuh daripada 50 invite, kite dah invite org, berkurang la sket. tapi ari ni nampak dia jadik 50 balik....

fine. i'll keep it all to myself.

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Yesterday I went to MidValley, browsing around MPH. Made a short visit to Speedy as well. I bought Cold Mountain vcds. I didn't know what I was doing. At times like this I should avoid those drama silly romance type of movie but I seem couldn't get my hands off of it! Of course I feel sad and upset after watching it but I watched Moulin Rouge for about 10 times last weekend. I'm trying to figure out what's going on with me (God help me).

And I came out with one hypothesis. I haven't really grieved yet! I've been busy pushing it aside, to not to think about it, let alone face it. I know if I had done it, it'll affect my work. So I turn to grieving slowly (?), even if it might take longer time. That's probably how I am. I'm not looking for an immediate replacement, can't stand another heartbreak. Comforts of good friends do wonders to me.

Oh well.

Try this. A man singing a song for her daughter. It melts me.

I know a girl
She puts the color inside of my world
But she's just like a maze
Where all of the walls all continually change
And I've done all I can
To stand on her steps with my heart in my hands
Now I'm starting to see
Maybe it's got nothing to do with me

Fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too

Oh, you see that skin?
It's the same she's been standing in
Since the day she saw him walking away
Now she's left
Cleaning up the mess he made

So fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too

Boys, you can break
You'll find out how much they can take
Boys will be strong
And boys soldier on
But boys would be gone without the warmth from
A womans good, good heart

On behalf of every man
Looking out for every girl
You are the god and the weight of her world

So fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too

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Oh for the hell of it. I'm still on rebound. What do you expect.

"Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Most men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just take the rotten apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy.

The apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree. Share this with other women who are good apples, even those who have already been picked!

Now Men.... Men are like a fine wine. They begin as grapes, and it's up to women to stomp the shit out of them until they turn into something acceptable to have dinner with."

New skin

Felt a sudden rush of giving my blog a new look. Spent 2 full days studying CSS and now it's up and running. The gift of CSS is truly exhilarating! There's no need for tables and makes it faster to change look anytime.

This is quite a simple skin. I just couldn't care less the flowery theme at the moment or elaborate graphics for that matter. I'm not sure about the color combinations either. Well it's what I felt right. It works for me though.

I'm putting some skins together to put in one place. There are some that haven't been done correctly, will see to that later. It has as similar template as this blog's only it's a page offering linkware blogskins. So cheers to my newly revamped webpage design:cawanpink, with a new address.

That's that. Tomorrow night there'll be a kenduri aqiqah for my cousin's daughter at Bukit Antarabangsa. My 2 brothers are going back to their places. It's soon to be dull around here again without them....

Quick quiz: What can make me smile instantly?
Answer: Thinking of my brothers' cheeky behaviour

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Logging on to my Gmail today I was pleasantly surprised finding that I have 50 more invites to give away... It's not that pleasant anymore since I really don't know what to do with it.

It was launched in April last year if I'm not mistaken. Worldwide rage. Available by invitations only. Probably now it's not that exclusive anymore. And your dream email address has probably been taken. But still...

So anyone interested for a 1 gig free email account, email me. I'll be more than glad to get rid of them.

Lelong....lelong......

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Logging on to my Gmail today I was pleasantly surprised finding that I have 50 more invites to give away... It's not that pleasant anymore since I really don't know what to do with it.

It was launched in April last year if I'm not mistaken. Worldwide rage. Available by invitations only. Probably now it's not that exclusive anymore. And your dream email address has probably been taken. But still...

So anyone interested for a 1 gig free email account, email me. I'll be more than glad to get rid of them.

Lelong....lelong......

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Thought of going to office today to get some things done. Woke up late so there went the idea. Tipah has moved out. I just noticed! Aiyoh Cik Ti... slamat menduduki a.k.a. menumpang umah baru....heheh...

The past week was a busy one for me. On Saturday there was a meeting and I wasn't happy on how it went. I feel very bad because I was the one who coordinated it. I forgot one crucial thing - KL district hasn't really been exposed to the project. I should've informed Brian beforehand about it!

This monthly cramps doesn't help abit. I feel so low.