My muffins adventure

Made these for the farewell party, each for everyone. It's blackcurrent. Glad that they all liked it.

The finished product actually had fancy and colorful icing on top but I didn't take the pic as I was in a hurry.

I breathe in smoke every day here. Apparently there's some fire going on in the woods and I hate it when this happens. Some irresponsible people just burn everything to make way for their plantation and now look what has happened! When it gets dark it gets worse. I have headache practically every hour.... The authority hasn't done anything. Or maybe they have but the outcome has yet to be seen. Help! We're choking to death here.....

And the haze oh my. It's just too bad.

I'm going to close all the window, switch on the air cond, bury myself under the duvet and have a good night sleep!

Tagged

Tenkiu Am for providing me an excuse to not being productive today. Gotta love you for that...muah muaahhhh!

1. What color are your kitchen plates?
Off white. They're not mine, more like my mom's. All of them.

2. What book are you reading now?
The Bourne Identity - Robert Ludlum.

3. What's on your mouse pad?
The Mouse.

4. What is your favorite board game?
Sayyidina.

5. Favorite magazine?
Cleo - not really a favorite but I can't find anything to let my eyes feast on.

6. Favorite smell?
KFC from afar when I'm hugry. Oh my goodness!

7. Least favorite smell?
Smoke.

8. What is the first thing you think of when you wake up this morning?
"Nak pakai baju aper ni.... Baju aper yang tak payah iron ekkkkk...."

9. Favorite color?
Don't really have any.

10. Least favorite color?
Black.

11. How many rings before you answer the phone?
5.

12. Future child's name?
Adam.

13. What is most important in life?
Experience.

14. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Vanilla definitely!

15. Do you like to drive fast?
No.

16. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
No.

17. Storm, cool or scary?
Storm.

18. What type was your first car?
It's one of those locally assembled.

19. If you could meet one person dead or alive?
Nabi.

20. Favorite Alcoholic Drink?
Sorry I don't drink.

21. What's your sign and birthday?
Virgo, August 26th.

22. Do you eat the stems of broccoli?
Of course!

23. If you could have any job, what would it be?
Brilliant and highly paid web application developer.

24. If you could have any color hair, what would it be?
Dark chocolate brown.

25. Have you ever been in love?
Yes.

26. Is the glass half full or half empty?
Half full.

27. Favorite movie?
Walk The Line.

28. Do you type with your fingers on the right keys?
Yes.

29. What's under your bed?
Dust. Soon will form into a very fluffy rabbit lookalike.

30. What's your favorite number?
9.

31. Favorite sport to watch?
I don't watch sport.

32. What is your biggest single fear?
Losing my job.

33. Say one nice thing about the person who sent this to you?
Is a very very welcoming person.

34. Current favorite track?
Michael Buble's Home.

35. Current addiction?
KFC.

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I'm counting the days.

It's so unnerving. I have no idea what the boss and the colleagues will be like. I don't think the people here is going to approve my leave application. Isk! I find them to be more pushing as I'm nearing the last day here. I'm so worried if I don't have enough time to prepare myself for the new job. They sure won't let me go easy here. I've been asked to build 2 new modules, produce reports and complete the documentation. Do you think another week is enough to do all that? Documentation only will take more than 1 week. I had planned to document it all but I'm told that the priority is the modules and reports. Riiiight... If there is no documentation then how in the world the new staff coming in will take over the system? No one else know the system procedures and flows as well as I do.

Yesterday, I was asked to redo the flowcharts - one of the most important thing. Thank goodness that they've realized it now.

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You know this may sound insignificant to you, but I had spent my weekend without doing any office work at home! I stayed up late but all for the cause of reliving my VCD heaven wee hours back in uni. I'm a movie mania, back then I knew everything there was about any movie. Not anymore lah, now that clear pictures don't come in RM5 anymore and the fact that I'm broke every other month...bla bla... I can't afford Speedy's. Get me a rich husband and I'll buy you all one. Ha ha.

Anywayzzz, Muaz is back home bercuti-cuti malaysia. And Otel is going back. I haven't taken pictures lately. I'm so malas these days... my productivity is tumbling down the cliff at work. Hey don't blame me, I'm not the only one.... *cough* I shouldn't say this but... *cough* *cough*.... the HR has apparently overlooked our salary range *cough*..... and the GM seems to have just realized it (what??!!) and is preparing the proposal of an increment (and how long exactly would that take?).... yea ermmm *cough*.... okay you don't hear this from me.

On another note, how would you feel if your ex wants to get back to you? In my case, I can't even see him let alone getting back together. I mean are you nuts? It took me like a year or so to get my life back on track. Why would I be with someone who doesn't keep his promises? Who left me alone to deal everything with my family? Who didn't give me a chance to make things better? Why would I? Tell me. Why would I put myself in a likely position just to get hurt again in the end? It's a suicide don't you think? Well, unless he's changed but that's not my business really.

I think he's broken up with someone recently, this is just a wild guess from his words. I don't know. We don't talk that often, just messaging, on a very rare occasions. It's a way of me forgiving people so I don't have that hatred feelings towards him. What he wants to do with his life is his choice alone and I don't want to be any part of it. Maybe I can be "friends" with him (like he has suggested), maybe not. I try to but it's been difficult. I guess it depends on how you see it. For me, personally, getting hurt that bad, I don't think we could ever be on best friends terms again, no matter how close we were last time. Me and Bad are now more like acquaintances. Don't get me wrong, I'll offer him help if he needs any and I won't expect anything in return. It's like we acknowledge each other's existence but not more than that, well from my point of view at least. Sad, isn't it? When we were so in love once. Maybe we had something together but that's something in the past now. It could've been better but he gave up on me. Too bad.

On a happier note, I woke up this morning feeling like a whole new person. I'm going to start a new job soon. I'm ditching my glasses for contact lenses after 15 years hiding behind it. This is truly a life turning point for me. The glass is half full. I'm going to pursue my dreams. Now if only there's someone to share this with..... Berangan beb jangan tak berangan... heh!

At the moment I'm so lucky to have this and a whole lot from this. Hehehhehehe... Oi buat keje oiii!

Good lyrics have done it again. Have obviously never noticed it before. So what if Boyzone sings it. I'm so mellowed, that's what matters here... lalalala....

I like the feel of your name on my lips
And I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss
The way that your fingers run through my hair
And how your scent lingers even when you're not there

And I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh
And how you enjoy your two-hour bath
And how you've convinced me to dance in the rain
With everyone watching like we were insane

But I love the way you love me
Strong and wild, slow and easy
Heart and soul so completely
I love the way you love me

And I like the sound of old R&B
And you roll your eyes when I'm slightly off key
And I like the innocent way that you cry
At sappy old movies you've seen thousands of times

And I could list a million things
I love to like about you
But they could all come down to one reason
I could never live without you

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Ok so I've submitted my resignation letter today to the HR with one month notice. I've got 13 days worth of leaves and I don't think I could use them all. Keje banyak. So maybe a 9 will do but still they're still not sure. Have to wait till the big boss comes back from UK to decide.

Anyways, I've been forwarding emails to friends. Hehehehe... bukan sikit. Those are the ones I received from as early as January - from one man. I don't forward virus so don't worry aaa people. Those are all checked to be pure forwards and email yang berisi... and safe, if I could put it that way. Heh. I've been forwarding since 2.30pm and I'm still halfway through. That's alot of forwards people.....

And I only forward them to people who I consider okay with it. Not to discriminate, because I'm not, but I find people react differently on this matter. So, only the heavy internet users gets my vote. And the people who I know okay with forwards. And only those with yahoo or gmail account. Hotmail is soooooo not cool.